cannot sleep

Assalamualaikum and hi guys

its 12.44 pm now and i don't know why, but i seems cannot shut my eyes and have a sleep. i mean an early sleep. lately if i'm not mistaken, i always sleep at 2 am or 4 am when i'm still at my house in Pantai Dalam. for me it is understandable because i cannot afford to buy a comfortable bed and i just sleep on 2 piece of 'toto'. HAHA. poor me. but then, why bother if i only will be there for about 2 and a half years right.

so, the point is that i miss him a lot. because of the phone call yesterday, today i was getting my hope high that he will call me again, which he didn't. arghh. but what the hell, i understand his work, i mean, i try to and now i seems a bit okay. at first it was really hard because we used to smsses a lot. like seriously a lot. if my friends notice, my phone will always in my hand. yep, that's us. HAHA

and yeah, being apart like this really hard because i cannot hear anything from him, i mean i did not know what exactly his activity is. we used to say goodnight every night for a year..! seriously we never miss our goodnight "wish" before going to sleep. but now, we had to face the reality which i always tell my sister "realiti selalunya pahit untuk ditelan". haha. that is because of other things happened to my sister and me. LOL

here i am, watching movie while writing this post hoping that my goodnight wish will "reach" him.

p/s: i am now listing things that we can buy once you are outta that place. as you promise because i never forgot a trip for a "shopping" promise.

loved,
Z