Realiti

I am back with new title.

Okay la kali ni kita cakap dalam BM pulak. Sebabnya English dah berkarat. Sekarang pon masuk kelas lecturer semua cakap pakai bm, so dah lama tak praktis. berkarat la sikit.

tajuk bulan ni nak cakap pasal realiti. Yes to some people, especially me, kadang-kadang tu rasa macam susah gile nak terima realiti. Macam contoh kene tinggal oleh someone, as its happened to me just this few days.

Dulu saya pernah jugak la ada tulis pasal my sygs ni dalam ni. About macam mana saya tunggu dia dalam  masa 6 bulan, and how happy i was bila dia called me and everything. i was really really happy back then.

But after some time, people tend to change and so does their heart. Kita tak lagi macam dulu. everyday ad je yang macam tak kena. So one day around last year, i said to him that i want some space. sumpah bukan nak cari lain or anything, I just want some time to miss him so dengan harapan kita akan jadi balik masa mula-mula kenal dulu. Demi Allah, aku rindu sangat zaman mula-mula kenal dulu. Walaupon kite 2 orang masa tu takde ape2 pon. I am sincerely and and really happy.

Nak dijadikan cerita, during that time, he met dengan one girl and he then take their relationship seriously. Tapi pada masa yang sama, die masih lagi simpan harapan agar we all kembali. tapi masa tulah silap aku, aku degil. Aku nak die pujuk aku lagi. Pujuk lagi. Pujuk lagi. tapi sadly, he didnt. So, i waited for atleast quite a good few months mungkin dalan 2 3 months and then I said I'm okay i want us back.

Okay mmg xmalu, haha. Memang tak malu, sebab during masa kiteorg break kejap, I have never stop wtsapp ing him and ask about him. Dan dia memang takde tunjuk tanda2 ad pengganti. I was relieved la kan dah pikir yeay he is still waiting for me. Tapi Allah nak tunjuk kuasa Dia. I found out jugak lastly.

Tapi tu semua dah terlambat. tak kira banyak mana aku sayang kau sekaang, kau takkan baik balik dengan aku. takpe aku terima. memang salah aku. aku tak patut buat macam tu dulu. tapi sebab kau cakap yg kau akan tunggu aku, sebab tu aku berani. tapi rancangan Allah lagi hebat. so aku akan lepaskan kau. nak jadi kawan tu boleh je. xde masalah pon.im happy that you are happy sygs.


Mencintai Tak Semestinya Memiliki, Kadang2 Kita Kene Lepaskan Orang Yg Kita Sayang Untuk Kebahagian Dia.


If satu hari kau cari aku balik, serius aku cakap, akan terima kau balik. Tapi buat masa ni, selamat bertunang sygs. I wish you well my lovely Takraw Boy..!

Bersabarlah Hati.